"And my heart starts pounding and I can legitimately feel the butterflies in my stomach. I can feel their wings and their little antennae. I can feel my palms start to sweat and my breathing shortens. And my god, it's exactly like the books and movies say it is. It's as scary as it seems. And it's all because of you. I want it to stop. And it does, when you leave me. But when you leave, I start thinking about you and I can't breathe and those damned butterflies come back. I want the feeling to go away. But I know it won't because I love you, dammit."